I'm actually so confused ab what's happening, how is this supposed to be even a little bit enjoyable if the mc is basically being forced to do it when he doesn't want to, and the ml has a weird love hate relationship with the mc, he claims to be in love with him but he also abuses and makes him do disgusting things even the ml doesn't enjoy IM SO CONFUSED WHAT HIS MOTIVES ARE
I'm actually so confused ab what's happening, how is this supposed to be even a little bit enjoyable if the mc is basically being forced to do it when he doesn't want to, and the ml has a weird love hate relationship with the mc, he claims to be in love with him but he also abuses and makes him do disgusting things even the ml doesn't enjoy IM SO CONFUSED WHAT HIS MOTIVES ARE