just finished the novel

while i do agree that Raphael can be such a dick and a total asshole at most times, he mellowed so much in the middle and in the ending. he regretted hurting and doubting FL, but i kinda wish he suffered more than that (there were so many instances where i wanted to slap him) . even though i knew he have his own circumstances (trauma), being abusive towards his wife is a choice and not an excuse. :') will read this from time to time tho, there will be lots of smexy scenes that will appear