Nothing,he knew nothing would come out if it…you can say it was his “way” of escaping his love for Ryu. He was lying to himself
I just don't get authors obsession with making gay guy6go for straight guys.
The drama and angst…impossible love has that factor in it lol
it's a common fantasy for gay men in general. the idea that you alone would be enough to change someone's perception of themselves is appealing
oh believe me there's actually a lot out there irl
what was he expecting by going after straight guys?