I need help finding a bl manga

Does anyone know a bl manga where long time childhood friends also next door neighbors , and the childhood friend is very beautiful/handsome blue eyeed blondie??? as described by the MC, but the MC seems to not have any other friends or close ones at least and would eat lunch by himself in class and would visit his childhood friend who is always surrounded by his friends and would give him paper stars all the time or random paper art but would find them the trash or in the hands off the childhood friend classmates or friend also the these friends would tease him about coming so often...... Always the poor thing seems innocent and is starting be affected by his childhood friend nonchalant attitude towards....... Yeah that's all I got sorry for grammar