im pointing out how she's blaming/judging him for being the mess that she herself once used to be. she was (or perhaps is) no better than him. "changing for the better" doesn't mean she gets to jump onto the conclusions and leave him for being the psychotic mess she once used to be, her getting out of that traumatic bullying phase doesn't mean siyun got his shit together as well. she had the right to react to her father's death, but for someone who claims to love siyun she didn't even hear from his side once they both need so much emotional maturity. this girl's compulsive and we been seeing that for a while now.
calling siyun crazy when they bonded over their psychotic behaviors in the first place ... did she forget she used to dream about murdering her bully lmao. just because she got her life together she's been acting like a sane innocent person lmao I'm crying