
I think I know what you’re talking about, but that was a different guy. (Chapter 5) he’s talking about his first ever boyfriend which was in high school. This guys eyes are blurred out, while the small dick boyfriend has glasses and he dates him in college. I understand how you could think it’s the same person since they have the same hair color.
I agree that the MC is kinda a hard person to like, but I just chalk it up to translation making it difficult to understand what his reasons are.

it's not his friend's crush, it's his friend's crush's friend theres a reupload of ch1 where they fix the translation. as for the dick thing, I can kinda get him tho, sexual compatibility is a huge part when it comes to relationships, but he also kinda set himself up for failure with the whole 100 day challenge thing and it's also hard to prepare urself for how big a dick actually is gonna be since dildos are quite different from dicks and since all of his exes have only rlly had small dicks he's kinda had that unrealistic expectation yk
I only read to chapter 5, but what I can conclude is I don’t like the MC. He break up with his ex boyfriend just because of small dick. Unacceptable reason for me. Then, he want to fuck with a big dick guy but when his wishes come true, he got scared and crying like he force to have a sex with ML Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) Sorry, I’m confused. So what did you expect from getting fuck by a big dick? I thought you prepared yourself for your dream dick ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ not to mention he’s fucking with his friend’s crush.