Poor Heesuh, what a brutal chapter

Seo An’s side-eye November 26, 2023 4:42 am

He’s been eaten up with guilt this whole time and finally revealed what actually went down at the wedding. For everyone who’s not following what’s happening or thinks Heesuh is insensitive, Heesuh is intentionally trying to cause this break up because he feels extremely guilty! About how they came back into each other’s lives, about how he thinks Jinmoo could be living this whole other shiny chaebol life. Heesuh’s actions make sense based on who he is and the arc of the story. The plot has been building up to a major breakup like this.

The thing is, I actually want them to permanently break up now. (Though I know that won’t happen in the long run.) Heesuh feels so guilty and miserable that he’s not even going to address the fact that Jinmoo raped him in the car. Heesuh was weeping the entire time and his head was banging on the car door. (All those thuds were his head hitting the side of the car!!)

It’s bizarre to me that there are readers who think Heesuh “hasn’t changed” or still needs to suffer in some way. Jinmoo is not an angel!! I really hate the trope of top saves the bottom from a bad situation (usually at a club) and then proceeds to put the bottom in danger by raping him. Why is that in so many BL comics??!

It’s horrible that Heesuh feels so guilty and heartbroken that it doesn’t even sink in that Jinmoo’s actions were totally unacceptable. An eye for an eye is not okay!!

Every BL character needs to be in therapy ☹

Responses
    Sugarjet November 25, 2023 6:18 pm

    I’m glad someone wrote it out like this. I was almost crying from all Heesuh’s feelings.

    Ichigo November 27, 2023 8:15 am

    well said