I just started this and already in chapter two theres rape with bleeding? Are bl authors ...

ikr it is so ugly at least this author makes the characters be conscious of their wrongdoings later on and doesn't romantizice it :')

So is it worth the read?

I'd say yes. I binge read it since yesrerday and now I'm waiting for updates so badly :')
There are more ugly things ahead tho, it's like they both hit rock bottom before rising to the surface again. But as I said, I like that the author made it that the top clearly recognized his bad actions and then tries to make up for them. So yeah, recommended!