This chapter really reaffirmed my faith in God

Because seeing this idjit start falling for “this dazzling man” all because he stated the obvious! Dude he literally pays you a salary, he’s your fucking landlord and debt repayer! You work in the same building as the rest of his team, wear the same uniform as the rest of his team, and him stating that fact was more than you expected to ‘receive’ from him like #－.－) and he doesn’t see the problem in that! That he thinks so lowly…
(╯°Д °)╯╧╧ I just can’t…
Because the immediate recognition of my former self, had me crying in deep relief （/TДT)/ I had to sit and thank God for all the times he cock blocked me, all the times He made it so numbers were lost, people conveniently moved away so many times I just scraped by a situation like this or worse, because I was too nice or polite and loving, so ready to love and forgive the bare fucking minimum, I would’ve definitely fallen for my abuser! thank you so much cause too many times this could’ve been me. And I honestly think doc is gonna be stronger than me cause when this all blows up, I think he’ll walk away a better person, me… (￣∇￣") not built that way. Someone’s dying fr
And that’s probably why God protected me… a shame about the whole no sex thing, cause here I be living vicariously through these toxic af characters instead of living it ╥﹏╥