I dont know why I rated it so high since the last time I read it was in 2018-19 (when I was getting into bls) and whooo this story was a doozy. I didn’t like beginning of the story because of the way it started out. First few ch we see hosik raped and manipulated by sungyeon and only in the later chapters do we see why he did what he did and why he was so obsessed with him and all i had to say bout this was I’d kill myself if someone did this shit to me and not even discuss bout having the baby just straight up we’ll keep it like huh? Like don’t get me wrong I liked the side stories and the babies were so cute I loved them but I feel like jinwoo (mc’s bsf) was the only person in the story who had common sense and voice of reasoning. He’s the one who scheduled an appt for hosik even tho male pregnancy was smth new. He came to the appt with hosik and knew what he needed was to just push past this and recover. Then sungyeon with his weird stalkerish ass swoop in and manipulate/gaslight hosik into having the baby! Idk bout yall but if I went to a MT expecting to just eat and have fun wouldn’t you think I would abort the f-cking baby after I got violated somewhere I wasn’t expecting to be?? Some of the comments here justifying this rlly ain’t sitting right in my heart. I finished this cuz I thought this would be brought up and talked bout not brushed off like that ish didn’t happen? The side stories trying to justify it too was the cake cuz now that I know the reason sungyeon was like that all I could think was someone should’ve protected hosik from him
I dont know why I rated it so high since the last time I read it was in 2018-19 (when I was getting into bls) and whooo this story was a doozy. I didn’t like beginning of the story because of the way it started out. First few ch we see hosik raped and manipulated by sungyeon and only in the later chapters do we see why he did what he did and why he was so obsessed with him and all i had to say bout this was I’d kill myself if someone did this shit to me and not even discuss bout having the baby just straight up we’ll keep it like huh? Like don’t get me wrong I liked the side stories and the babies were so cute I loved them but I feel like jinwoo (mc’s bsf) was the only person in the story who had common sense and voice of reasoning. He’s the one who scheduled an appt for hosik even tho male pregnancy was smth new. He came to the appt with hosik and knew what he needed was to just push past this and recover. Then sungyeon with his weird stalkerish ass swoop in and manipulate/gaslight hosik into having the baby! Idk bout yall but if I went to a MT expecting to just eat and have fun wouldn’t you think I would abort the f-cking baby after I got violated somewhere I wasn’t expecting to be?? Some of the comments here justifying this rlly ain’t sitting right in my heart. I finished this cuz I thought this would be brought up and talked bout not brushed off like that ish didn’t happen? The side stories trying to justify it too was the cake cuz now that I know the reason sungyeon was like that all I could think was someone should’ve protected hosik from him