You are absolutely right this is how I feel about her this whole time like I hated that I was the only one who feel this way like girl can’t you see he needs you she came off as a bit selfish for me. I don’t know. Sorry to be the one to say, but she don’t deserve him.
whaaat she just suspects him just like that?? poor siyun... she keeps showing him how little trust she has in him (although its not that weird she doesnt) but how can he ever get better when she doesnt believe he can..,
Jeongmin as a character does kind of annoy me. Maybe it's just a personality thing, but I could not see myself trying to befriend someone who has done atrocious things to me. I feel like the author's version of forgiveness is trying to forget what someone's done to you and accept them into your life, when that's not always a useful tactic.
Spoiler alert:
He did not kill her dad, he died by accident - someone hit him with a car. When Jeongmin realizes that it wasn't Siyun, she becomes panicky because she lost the only person who truly cares for her. Siyun isn't shown much in the next two chapters, once in his apartment with everything around him broken and flipped over (end of ch115) and the second time when jeongmin goes to sleep and tries to look for him there, he shows up with a very tired face but a smile while touching her cheek (end of ch116).
In my opinion, Siyun is very broken and its very noticable. I feel as tho Jeongmin tried to ignore it for the most part because that side of him scared her, and she didnt want to come face to face with the truth. It shows how little trust she actually has in him by how she turned to siyun right after she heard her dad died. And as much as i get why she is like this, her behaviour only plunges Siyun more into the darkness.
I just think he was there for her, a little bit more than she was for him. And im not talking about every single ome of his outbursts, but like the time he went to his parents, if she didnt follow him the first time, you damn know she shouldve at least the second time, to see whats up.
Idk mixed feelings ab both characters, i feel for both of them and its hard to judge either. I think they need time apart for sure.