I was reading the whole thing all over again and I'm sorry to say that I lost all sympathy...

Going this hard for a rapist is craaazy

Yes i do agree that joo seungeun tried many time for jiwook to love him but jiwook never did he is still in his I'm broke but i got my pride era he does not care what seungeun does for him not even his dog he only cares about his inferiority complex and ego of having nothing but raping someone because you love them is not someone sane will do btw i hate both of them but jiwook more because he is poor and got so much ego and pride

plus idk what that blond psycho is up too just put him in mental asylum

I'm talking about the very beginning when it all stated before jiwook disappear.. I'm not siding with seungeun , I had forgotten about the these chapters and I always thought that jiwook is the weak poor victim thing from the beginning.. but he has his share of the blame too

I agree of course raping is not justifiable .. but when I re-read it I got mad things were going so well then jiwook went and ruin everything for both of them

he even ghosting the men who live him so much is very terrible and i do think joo seungeun deserved a closure jiwook only know how to play a victim in any given situation

What to say? This Uke can say today "I love you" and curse you tomorrow.
Damn I hate him so much, he knows so well to self-sabotaging himself yet will blame the ML for eevrything.

yes the truth finally someone told the truth jiwook only know how to blame other for his mistakes and his terrible life maybe you would have not faced any of that if you loved joo seungeun but no you are poor and got a bitch of an attitude

Yeah... Let me give more details. Instead of hating Jiwook, it's better to say I resent him. It's not for the pleasure of resenting him, but because there are good reasons to that as you surely know. Like many MC, I liked him at first, I find him courageous and very infortunate; I was ready to follow him and support him. But while everything went well between him and Seugeon after all their disputs, he suddenly backed off from their relationship after the sudden death of his father, giving some shitty excuses to abandon the person who was ready to sacrifice so much for their love, for him.
Gosh, what a capricious and moody fellow, Jiwook! I know where's he coming from; I too know what is poverty, I know what it is to have no family... But his situation is worse, cause like many Ukes in those Rich x Poor manhwas, he's left with a lifetime debt to pay off. Since apparently he's so intelligent, it should be easy for him to understand in which situation he is and act more humble and grateful to life that his lover - a handsome guy, btw- is willing to help him that much. But no, no.
Dude has a swollen ego bigger than anyone else's, bigger than the Castles of the Loire, he needs to runnaway, to prove he's able to pay off the debt by himself, even though it's mission impossible. He told he's doing that for Seungeon's sake, but did he ever once asked his BF what they really wanted? He's also jealous of the ML, because Seungeon has everything he doesn't and Seungeon is even more intelligent than him (their exams results), even though ML has his own fair share of family issues, that Jiwook never cares about.
He only cares about himself, self pitying himself and self-sabotaging himself all along, during all these years. He put himself in many traps and shitty situation because of this shitty ego of his. How many times had he ran away from Seungeon?
I am someone enough fierce myself, for whom dignity is above all and who think we should try to be independant in life, however not when you have such debt on your shoulders with loansharks around to threaten you. In this case we should accept the help of our loved ones, especially if they're our lover. Jiwook doesn't know the luck he has.
Seungeon is the most pitiful lover I've ever seen, and I think you can agree to that. The worse is when Jiwook ran away to these fuckers loansharks rapists of the factory to be gangraped; so he trusted them more than Seungeon, to say you how he never took any good decision for his own sake. That's when I had lost all hope in him and start to see him RED. He doesn't deserves the love Seungeon has for him, that he takes for granted. And instead of being grateful for that endless love, he sees it as annoyance. Did he ever even thanked the guy for paying off his debt?
This is how pathetic that Uke is, and this is why I dropped that manhwa since months ago, but it's still doesn't get better and even goes back to square1.

Sorry for the long rant, but this manhwa must be the only one that success to put me in a state of turmoil and desperation, helpelessness whenever I think about how this messy plot never ends... Some will probably say, "good, then it successes 'cause it's a psychological yaoi, blabla...". Psychological, my ass. At this point, I think it's bad writing.
What's the point to write such an unlikable MC? Jiwook doesn't have any trait that is likeable, in the end. He only gets on my nerves and more than once I wanted to slap some reality in his head, and I'm someone with a large heart (ノ_<。)

Yes jiwook doesn't have any trait that is likable I wonder why seungeun is going long distance for him even offering to leave all his life behind and run away with him to america ... And even that didn't phase jiwook .. he picked him off the streets he payed off his debt treated him gave him a house food servents he gave him a decent life that jiwook would ever dream of even helped him enroll to school to continue his education and go to university.. and he wasn't grateful or thankful for 1 second.. he knows he can give sengeun nothing and what he decided to do love him trust him stay with him ? No threatened him to take his own life to let him go like I don't know how can someone be this dumb and ungrateful and likes to self sabotage himself

I agree with everything you said.

So, why does Seungeon likes him that much?
Sorry if I'm vulgar, but... THE ASS. Jiwook's ass. Since Seungeon ate his ass, he can't let him go no matter what and no matter how Jiwook is acting like he doesn't care about him at all. I can only find this explanation ¯_(ツ)_/¯ Because we know Jiwook has nothing likeable. Plus he's blind to danger despite in his 30's, and after so many slaps in the face that life gave him.

He's typically the kind of pull and push, but the worst type: the more you give them love, the more they will run away. And if you don't care, they're capable of dying alone like a miserable rat in a corner. People like that are self-destructing and will drown you to their darkness.

THE ASS I"M DYING YOU'RE SO FUNNY

That's good :D
'Cause that one gives me the envy to cry
I'm just telling facts, I'm afraid... If we're asking the author, chance is they wouldn't know either

Yes of course he loves his ass but let's be honest he is not exceptionally beautiful and he even not that thicc and seungeun desired him when he was all skin and bones and besides seungeun could have any ass he wants even my ass if he asked .. so we will never know you you'll never understand why people love toxic relationships so much

And don't forget my lotus ass ! (if lotus has any...).
I agree that he's not that pretty, not the prettiest at least (and no, I'm not jealous).
There's that thing, you know, when people desire what they can't get or control, maybe it's the same for Seungeon?
But often, it's just because it's the Uke and they're meant to be together (〜￣△￣)〜

You crack me up fr XDDDDDDD
So What can we do ╮(￣▽￣)╭ all I'm concerned about is the psycho blond bitch I don't want anymore suffering or drama ,things are developing nicely In raws I wish he just vanish maybe the idol boy chop his dick off with his ass or something

While Jiwook did wrong and a huge amount of the story couldve been avoided if he was honest and asked for help,that I agree with. But to ride THIS hard against Jiwook,but u didnt even condemn seungeun,while he RAPED and TRAPPED Jiwook is disgusting and makes u a very unreliable source.

Can you elaborate more about how ML raped and trapped Jiwook? I might've missed some details.

You know about what I find weird? It's that with the amount of drugs and alcoo this psycho blond had ingest coupled to his unhealthy life style, it's a surprise that he still looks so young and good. Real life isn't like this: drugged people develop the crack head and it's very visible on their physics. One thing that shows again how much that plots is unrealistic and poorly written.
Tbh at this point I'm not hoping anyhting, because Jiwook is too blind and stupid so he'll likely fall into any trap of that psycho will put for him.