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In the novel she was just as confused and didn't understand what was happening either. It's not till the second time that she starts to wonder. But there are lots of factors going on. She is also still traumatized by the death of the previous Seria to the point that she has constant nightmares which I don't think has been mentioned before. All that uncertainty and trama and I can totally understand her reactions.
For fucks sake smh. She literally was able to use the divine power and saw the shadows escaping the guy and she thinks the evil force was her!?!!? AND THE PROFECY THAT DIDN'T EXIST AND HAPPEN TO APPEAR THE SAME DAY YOU WERE DYING AT YOUR WEDDING MUST MEAN THAT YOU'RE THE BAD ONE!?!?!?!