Exactly this!!!!
seoha also repeated assaulted yul in his sleep?!?????
prev comment I left on this series: "this is definitely a porn without plot (or very little plot) kind of read, so I'm trying to take it for what it is, but I'm really not sold on Seoha. He's emotionally manipulative and literally gaslighted and raped Yul by having sex with him while he's asleep and can't consent. He acts like he's protecting Yul from Gongju, but really he only has his own best interest in mind while Gongju is the one who looks out for Yul. Gongju isn't perfect, either, but he clearly knows Yul very well and cares deeply about him despite acting cool and aloof. Yul and Gongju have chemistry, they're friends and have rapport, and while normally I can get down with a 3p story, I find myself wishing this was a Yul and Gongju endgame."
so yeah, Seoha can go screw himself!
said perfectly
Yuuuupppp
seoha refuses to see yul for who he is, he only sees what he wants to see. gongju not only sees yul for who he is but accepts him flaws and all. I don't care about the actually ending, it's a gongju endgame in my heart!