....... Hmmmmm, kinda contemplating too.
Yeah so, after reading the chapter I was really pissed but now that I've read all the novel spoilers, I'm not as angry anymore. He does apologize later (and suffers in the memory loss arc) but well, I shouldn't take the series too seriously haha.
Let's face it, Fiona is hiding a bigger secret than he will ever have.
Sorry, don't get what you want to say with this? You mean her transmigration?
waitwait memory loss arc? can i get spoilers pls
Sure! Later, the real Fiona emerges as darkness, taking away MC's memories until she transmigrates to this world. Consequently, she lacks recollection of her time in this world, only knowing she authored the story and transmigrated suddenly. Before losing her memories, she was engaged to ML, even possessing a ring. Initially, she learns about her past in this world and why she was with ML from others. She even asks Abel if she should leave, feeling useless without memories. He insists she must stay, assuring her it's perfectly fine if she does nothing but eat and play. She addresses him as Abel again, prompting him to demand she call him 'Father' once more. Given her engagement to ML, she contemplates breaking off the marriage and questions why they were together, exploring all possibilities except being in love, which he confronts her about. She regains some parts of her memories lager though. Small parts.
At some point, she returns the ring to ML because the current Fiona doesn't love him. She states she can only accept the ring when she loves him and regains her memories. ML reassures her, saying it's not a problem as he has always been the one pursuing her anyway.
Later, Enoch arrives and reveals to the "girl," who is actually a boy named Carl, and to ML and FL, that FL is the author of this world, the creator. Naturally, all three are shocked. Carl, who resents FL for the suffering caused by her, stabs her in anger. ( They actually get along well. He admits that if he had known and liked her earlier, he would never have mustered the heart to stab her.) Anyway, she loses consciousness afterward and wakes up after two days with her memories intact.
Here's a small part of the novel:
“You loved me, and I love you too.”, Sigren said.
Why did he use past tense? Perhaps because he knows that I don’t love him now.
“... So, are we going to keep the engagement?”
“I don’t want to force you but I hope you will.”
The hand that was stroking my cheek moved slowly to the back of my head. He pulled me into a hug. With the other hand, he gently patted my ring finger. The engagement ring gave a nice low-pitched sound.
“And I want you to always wear this ring.”
It wasn’t difficult, so I nodded my head slightly.
“Fiona, I am going to try to help you find your memory.”
“...Thanks, but what if you can’t find it?”
Sigren raised his face and smiled slightly.
“Still, I am not going to break up with you.”
I first assume several situations.
“What if I want to be engaged to someone else?”
Sometimes people change their minds.
“Well.”
His smile hardened in response to that. It was soft yet sharp at the same time.
“At that time, I don’t even know what I would be like.”
He stroked my lower lip with his thumb.
“I wish you could remember my old warning, Fiona. You should always hold the leash tightly.”
‘Leash? Do I have a pet dog?’
Sigren looked down at me and smiled softly and relaxed.
When I saw that expression, my mind went blank. I wondered how I had been able to be so comfortable with my childhood friend who was now a young man like an apex predator.
That was the impression of my fiance after I lost my memory.
Thank u!!!!!
So, I got a bit upset LOL, that's why I checked the spoilers. No need to worry – nothing major is going to happen to them. The pretty singer is a MALE (I kinda knew but still) It's just that Sigren decided not to spill the beans for a pretty shit reason, which honestly ticked me off. Here's a rough translation of what Fiona said that lightened my mood:
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Fiona looks at Sigren and asks what his mouth his for, a decoration?! She slaps him on the shoulder.
Fiona is angry that Sigren didn’t tell her or didn’t trust her enough to tell her. She yells at Sigren for lying to her.
Abel tells Fiona to hit him even more and eggs on Fiona’s rage.
“How dare you trouble my daughter. You guys are worse than rocks. Fiona, would you like father to drive them all out?”
Fiona yells at Abel because he probably had an idea of what was going on too even if Sigrun didn’t say anything.
“Don’t even come close to me for the time being! I don’t even want to see your shadow!”
Sigren retreats like a puppy scolded by their owner.
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My apologies for my pettiness but after that incident, I'm contemplating whether the male lead is still worthy of the female lead, haha. Clearly, communication isn't his strong suit. Maybe I'm just overly protective of my amazing female lead, not wanting to see her hurt in any way. It's just that she got hurt because he can't use his mouth bruh.