Going off from the crumbs I have I think Matthew is drunk & thinks this is a dream so he probably? Maybe would’ve have forced Jin like this if he was sober. Obvs doesn’t excuse him from his actions, but yeah. Also, apparently 10 chaps are missing so idk the bg of what led up to this point so I could be wrong :’)
I didn't attack Matthews actions, I just said my thoughts about authors putting rape everywhere. He's heavily drugged and Brandon said some awful shit about Jin to him (wanted to make Matthew feel jealous and less worth/important to Jin) We know how drugs can mess people up so it's obvious why is he acting the way he do. Those chapters are missing because someone posted very bad unofficial translation and than took it down, now someone posted new chapters (maybe the same person) so people who don't mind reading and not understanding much can see what came next. I've read the original raws so it's pretty clear to me what is going on from the beginning.
I see c: I didn’t know what was going on & thought you were in the same boat; my bad! You’re ofc entitled to your own opinions & I didn’t mean to upset you if I did. Ty for the clarification.
No, it's totally fine, I'm sorry if I sounded rude. My way of expressing in English isn't at it's finest, so I may sound bad
You’re all good c:
I read previous work of Jaxx few times, it had some things, but nothing like this rape here and that's why I liked her writing. Ever since it came back from hiatus it became more like all the mainstream BLs. Why every single one need to have rape. Like do authors understand the concept of rape and how it affects people?...
I would understand if plot revolve around someone's trauma or abuse but when they just put this much graphics and violent sexual assaults it just make me dislike story I liked very much before. And before anyone attack me, I've read literally thousand BL's and saw bunch of shit, I'm not snowflake who's complaining. It's just disappointing when even really good authors who know how to write good stuff turn for 180° and randomly decide to put rape.
Remember the beginning of the story, when Jin was top with some random guy. They took drugs (way less than Matthew ofc, they were conscious but still had drugs in system), Jin went on so long, guy asked him to stop because he couldn't do it anymore and ofc Jin stopped. They continued with bj while Jin imagined Matthew. It was one of rare situations we see top stopping when asked. So this now was kinda disappointing. But maybe Matthew will get back to senses, understand what he did and realize Jin did all of it to protect him (he acted a bit childish even tho I understand him).