i haven't found any updated raws for the manga. the translation group for the novel is done with the main story now i believe but you have to pay to access all chapters, i recommend reading only the free ones and then the raws onwards since they're perfectly readable. https://readhive.org/series/46416/1/
hii! i wasn't keeping up with the english translation and it seems links have been removed from NU so i cant find their site atm :< i did find a reupload on wattpad though which says it updates weekly. https://www.wattpad.com/story/357177173?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=eukaryotenotcactus
here's the current booktoki/newtoki link! ^^ https://booktoki347.com/novel/5606264?book=BL%2FGL
the MC almost did not (i think it was the second last chapter) which was totally justified, even more so because he had constant nightmares of his past life of Kwon Ido's treatment who in spite of remembering everything deceived Sejin in the 2nd life in a way (he felt betrayed). He only forgave him because Kwon Ido was about to commit s#uicide once again + he inevitably fell in love with the Kwon Ido of the 2nd timeline.
in other words, i'm glad i was able to help you, and i hope you enjoy the novel if you do read it!
kwon ido saying he's not sure he'll be a good father because of what happened when sejin was pregnant with his child in their past life....... im not ok.