SPOILER ALERT:
I'm sooooo with you. I'm not ashamed to admit I cried... bawled more like it! I feel happy for both of them, but i feel singularly happy for Yashiro because this is the first time he is being MADE LOVE TO....Yashiro has been abused, fucked and has fucked, but he has never made love to anyone and more importantly, NOBODY had ever made love to him, treated him with such tenderness, with SO MUCH LOVE! If Yashiro was already in love with Dumeki before this, he is most definitely a goner without return after being made love to by Dumeki. I feel so happy, so much that I'm so afraid to continue reading after this (which I know i will because I myself am a goner) because I really really really want both of them to live happy ever after which will be difficult as long as Yashiro remains a Yakuza.
OMG Me too!!! I could see yashiro's feelings from the art and I feel like crying! ╥﹏╥ Well I'm reading the raw chapter here in the office so I can't really bawl my eyes out. When the chapter gets translated I really don't know if i could suppress all my emotions. （/TДT)/ I want yashiro to be happy too! That time with Kageyama was really painful for him. I hope nothing bad happens to them after this. This is probably the most emotional and passionate sex scene in the yaoi world I've ever read. (〜￣△￣)〜
I feel too emotional about this chapter even though I CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND A THING THEIR SAYING! Just the picture says a lot of things about what they are feeling! Trust Yoneda-sensei to do that always in all of her works. DAMMIT. I was such in a bad mood this day but the raw chapter really lifted my spirits! I CAN"T CALM DOWN!! （/TДT)/ (〜￣△￣)〜