Is there any rap* ?? Or cheating ? Or love triangle ??
Yes.
In the beginning there's rape, but not by the main top (vampire).
Cheating... no, just more rape.
Love triangle? Sorta, but mostly pain, rape, and betrayal.
Sounds like a lot of rape, which even just once is too much tbh, but it's really only in the beginning; besides flashbacks in the story.
Woww .. is that still worth to read ??
Yes.
I'd say it's one of the few rare yaoi's where I'd recommend it, despite the rape.
But if you've been abused and raped, or very empathetic to it... I wouldn't recommend this.
It really is heartbreaking.
I almost cried a few times, and did cry towards the end.
I can't say more though, or it'll spoilt it.
Then , i don't want to read it , i just want to heal my self from reading something wholesome
I don’t think there’s much forgiveness he deserves. I mean I know he did all of that to save chi-hwan so that’s forgivable to me. But then going on to basically torture both chi-hwan and sooin? And then even after death, when he got what he wanted he again went after both of them? Nah he doesn’t deserve anything and I wish he had a more painful death
Two things can exist at once.
You can feel empathy for their past self, while condemning the current abusive self.
One of the only series where the violence is a genuine plot, but not for the main lovers.
I do wish there was more forgiveness for long-haired dude, and all he did to save his first and only love.
But I also think it makes sense for everything to have happened as it should have.
Minus possession.
Being jealous, controlling, obsessive, and possessive of someone isn't healthy; even if the other person "wants" that.