Same, I read this in 2018 and I thought it was an interesting story with the mystery and all. But I dropped it midway bc it became a mess. And looking back now, I’m glad i did. It’s tragic for the characters but damn their relationship and coping mechanism wasn’t healthy at all
Same i used to read it every week back in 2017 till 2018 and i actually liked it poor kid me if I have read it today i would have stopped at 10 chp thus story is good but not even BL small guy most of time weak woman clothes. I better stop coming to old stories so i won't realise how stupid I used to be
I can't believe I used to like this back in 2019. So many plot holes, no relationship growth, and the MC was just projecting his ex girlfriend onto him the whole time. Like obviously this dude is suffering and that's why he is doing this but that's all the more reason for him to heal first. I understand his feelings and that he's miserable but it'll just lead to a painful relationship so it shouldn't have been portayed as a happy ending. Their whole relationship is barely even hanging on by a thread. 6 months max and they'll be breaking up.