yeah you remembered everything lol, made it easier to find ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/rebirth_1/
OMG thank youuu! now I don't have to sleep tonight and can read his instead (▰˘◡˘▰)
oopp fellow nightowl, enjoy~
btw! i assume you've read it, I never got to finish it but can you please spoil something for me? did the ML ever find out about their past lives?? (I do not have the patience to read to find out)
I'm going to be honest I never finished it either lmaoo ╥﹏╥
ohh thats okay lol
okay so i am desperate to find this manhwa (or manga, I can't remember)!
it is a yaoi where ML is an emperor and the MC is his lover, the ML was horrible to him, abused him and stuff like that. then MC travels back in time to when he and the ML was kids. Now the ML was disguised as a normal kid and was hurt in the forest, where MC found and helped him. Over time the ML fell in love with MC and continued to disguise himself as a normal village kid with the help of a magical green crystal. Time goes on and eventually the MC finds out that the kid is actually the ML. The MC is terrified because of his trauma and tries everything to get away. Then the ML blackmails him into being his lover or else he is gonna hurt people that the MC cares about. Also the MC has powerful magic.
As you can I see I remember a lot, but not the name