OMGG like in the next few chapters after they've AHEM, done the deed, Taemin admits being hesitant and almost starts to change his mind after being RAVISHED multiple times by executive director yoon. he's being swayed from the decision of offing himself all because of wacko AND I AM FERAL OVER IT RAWRRRR
is this from the novel? I haven't read it but if this happens then damn that would be interesting. But I seriously think Taemin needs a reason to live to tie him to the desire to keep on living so I wouldn't be surprised if the director does that to keep him living. BUT YES I WANT TO SEE THEM DO THE DEED!~ ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
yes it isss and when wacko explained why, GOSH I WAS IN TEARS like where tf can i get me a wacko as devoted to his cause like that??
bonus, they just go all domestic bliss the chapters after that and i just ლ(´ڡ`ლ). there's also hilarity that ensues (e.g. just wacko testing taemin and taemin being his usual adorable dum dum self that wacko srsly loves, and wacko just laughing so much and so often at him is just life-giving)
you can read it on this link but the translation did get dropped just recently because of the translator getting a DMCA notice unfortunately. also if you want to start from where the manhwa let off on, it'll be on chapter 56 on the novel! https://chrysanthemumgarden.com/novel-tl/pb/pb-1/
Honestly I never expected to like this as much as I do but man this is getting intense. Like I can see where Taemin is going to go from here but it's just so sad to see him living just until he gets his revenge. It's heart breaking that he only wants to live to get revenge then he totally wants to off himself. As can be seen when he was filming the suicide scene, he's totally pictured that moment over and over so he was ready which is why he filmed it so well. I can totally see Taemin trying to end everything and Executive director getting crazy after seeing him try to off himself. He even said that the only thing Taemin could do to betray him is run away after his revenge, and we all know instinctively that Taemin is most likely gonna try to off himself when done. It's why he doesn't cherish himself or care.
Just please I want them to be happy. I'm pretty sure we're going to get a showdown of executive director getting crazy mad when he finds out about Taemin trying to end everything when done. I can see WHY he's always trying to have sex with him; sure he loves Taemin and everything regarding their past but what other way to make someone feel alive? Sexual pleasure to try to tie him to reality and life. It wouldn't surprise me if he goes insane and tries to snap Taemin out of it by having sex with him. Executive director already is suspicious about Taemin's motivation for revenge so I just hope he can snap Teamin out of it.
Side note I LOVE possessive director. Man is insane but I love the tension. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄