I only feel bad for Wataru that he was deceived but I don’t feel bad for him that Shiki moved on. After all, they have had no contact for four years already at Wataru’s own choice and he wasn’t exactly working so hard for Shiki, he was working to pay off his own debts, just that he didn’t want to involve Shiki anymore. Instead, because he kept mum, he ended up causing more trouble for Shiki. Well, I also admire him for not forcing Shiki to get back together with him and accepting that Shiki has already moved on. I also admire him for being brave enough to go back to Shiki just in case he still had a chance. Shiki also, was definitely too kind for his own good. When he thought Wataru had abandoned him with the debt, he kept staying in their house to wait in case Wataru came back, not to be foolish to wait for him so they could go back together but just to make sure that Wataru was alright. Their relationship must have been really good back when they were together and they were good friends to each other as they were lovers. It’s just that Wataru had some difficulties which ended up causing him to wrong Shiki. One thing I just don’t understand about Shiki is why he lets Tenma live with him in that place now that he and Wataru are completely done. Yeah, it’s Tenma’s choice but he knew Tenma was only doing it to be with him. Sure, he didn’t want their relationship to be mixed up with money and wants to pay Tenma but he could have chosen to do that in the comfort of Tenma’s own residence. As Tenma’s housekeeper/life manager and Tenma’s lover, letting go of that bit of pride could only be good for the both of them, since as a model, it is best for Tenma to be comfortable as much as possible in his off days and especially since that house was where he lived with and waited for his past lover.
I only feel bad for Wataru that he was deceived but I don’t feel bad for him that Shiki moved on. After all, they have had no contact for four years already at Wataru’s own choice and he wasn’t exactly working so hard for Shiki, he was working to pay off his own debts, just that he didn’t want to involve Shiki anymore. Instead, because he kept mum, he ended up causing more trouble for Shiki. Well, I also admire him for not forcing Shiki to get back together with him and accepting that Shiki has already moved on. I also admire him for being brave enough to go back to Shiki just in case he still had a chance. Shiki also, was definitely too kind for his own good. When he thought Wataru had abandoned him with the debt, he kept staying in their house to wait in case Wataru came back, not to be foolish to wait for him so they could go back together but just to make sure that Wataru was alright. Their relationship must have been really good back when they were together and they were good friends to each other as they were lovers. It’s just that Wataru had some difficulties which ended up causing him to wrong Shiki.
One thing I just don’t understand about Shiki is why he lets Tenma live with him in that place now that he and Wataru are completely done. Yeah, it’s Tenma’s choice but he knew Tenma was only doing it to be with him. Sure, he didn’t want their relationship to be mixed up with money and wants to pay Tenma but he could have chosen to do that in the comfort of Tenma’s own residence. As Tenma’s housekeeper/life manager and Tenma’s lover, letting go of that bit of pride could only be good for the both of them, since as a model, it is best for Tenma to be comfortable as much as possible in his off days and especially since that house was where he lived with and waited for his past lover.
Anyways, best boii Tenma!!!