Try these:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/to_take_an_enemys_heart/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/passion_1/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/payback_1/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/if_you_hate_me_that_much/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/exotic_love/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kill_the_lights/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/obedient_heritage/
uah its really hard with a 'shitty' MC. Maybe this one a lil bit. Uke-chan is a tsundere and bullies a friend of seme so he hates him https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hinekure_chaser/
THANK YOU :DDDD
AA unfortunately i've read that already but thank you anyways!
Does anyone know a good enemies to lovers plot but the MC is a shitty person (because of some trauma or some stuff) and the love interest hates them at first? Preferrably bl or gl