well…

Jxsminee October 3, 2023 7:37 am

i kinda started reading this like years ago (at like 13 years old!? maybe that’s why i didnt stop i was really young too and i kinda still am but not 13 at least)
i honestly started reading cause comments said “it’s not shounen ai that’s a misleading tag they have a brother like relationship” THAT is how it started like very start but it was WRONG SO WRONG… i kept reading still do when i remember it but not rlly into it but I RUINED my friendships cause i even ordered the official hardcopy from japan (so much money down the drain…)

I feel like i fell so far the rabbit hole with this one and omg!!! i dont really like this anymore (no way!? ) i started realizing how weird it was when people stopped being friends with me
i have literal nightmares cause of this series atp

Responses
    Sweet BL homie October 3, 2023 2:48 pm

    If your friends think it's weird, that doesn't mean that it is (well it is a bit but heh) as long as us who can still read it exist, who cares what others think. I read fluff, weird, toxic, healthy, everything except tragedy and if someone thinks it's weird, they don't have to be my friends ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Jxsminee October 3, 2023 5:43 pm
    If your friends think it's weird, that doesn't mean that it is (well it is a bit but heh) as long as us who can still read it exist, who cares what others think. I read fluff, weird, toxic, healthy, everything ... Sweet BL homie

    haha yeah i guess but when i lose basically all my friends it makes it less enjoyable and seeing even more people that are strangers call it weird well yeah it’s hard but maybe im just sensitive

    but i guess you’re right maybe

    Sweet BL homie October 3, 2023 6:13 pm
    haha yeah i guess but when i lose basically all my friends it makes it less enjoyable and seeing even more people that are strangers call it weird well yeah it’s hard but maybe im just sensitive but i guess y... Jxsminee

    No but it's like they were just waiting for any reason to stop being your friends and used that as an excuse.. I used to have friends who read yaoi (but not really this type) and friends who don't even like bl and they all knew what I read but that never affected our friendship because they knew who I am and that I read all kinds of stuff just for fun.. also strangers here are the ones overly sensitive but I guess everyone have their own perspective. But I know it sucks, people will keep coming and leaving from our life.. you'll make new friends. Sorry I didn't mean to sound like a psychologist(/TДT)/

    Jxsminee October 3, 2023 11:26 pm
    No but it's like they were just waiting for any reason to stop being your friends and used that as an excuse.. I used to have friends who read yaoi (but not really this type) and friends who don't even like bl ... Sweet BL homie

    oohhh i appreciate it
    i guess i just need to find friends that will stay with me
    and it’s alright i dont mind when people give me talks like these i actually really appreciate it since i probably need to hear it so thank you

    Sweet BL homie October 4, 2023 3:20 am
    oohhh i appreciate it i guess i just need to find friends that will stay with me and it’s alright i dont mind when people give me talks like these i actually really appreciate it since i probably need to hear... Jxsminee

    You're welcome