Same… I couldn’t even read the novel volume 1. But 2 life is better… Aeroc is doing better. Hopefully he’ll be happier. The start was rocky, but it got better. It’s in Klopp’s pov, but he has no memories of the first life.. only Aeroc. I can’t wait for it to be released. And from what I read in the spoilers, the 3 life is punishment for the klopp of the first life.
So what happened in the 2nd and 3rd life? Do they end up back together again or?
In the second life and third life, yes, they still end up together. In the second life, Klopp will pursue Aeroc, it’s rocky at first, because true to his promise Aeroc avoids him. Aeroc has his memories and Klopp doesn’t. Volume 2 is great because it explains a lot of Klopp’s action in s1. In Volume 3 they become a couple and Aeroc gets his closure and becomes more happy! They have so many cute moments! They have three kids in the next life! A great happy ending!
The third life, it’s Klopp who has his memories and not Aeroc. In this life, Aeroc is the arrogant noble, Klopp despise, but he still pursues Aeroc. And in this life, he got to see that Aeroc is actually a great person, who shines on his way and Klopp just judged him because of his own insecurities. They end up together. But the best part is, this good life is a punishment to Klopp. Every time, he feels his faithful love for Aeroc. He is reminded how he ruined him. Wearing beautiful clothes, he remembers Aeroc wearing rags. Smiling while eating dinner, how he ate potatoes and was starving. Klopp whispers his love to this beautiful Aeroc, hoping that it would reach the other Aeroc.
Volume 2 and 3 is translated online. Volume 3 is almost done! It’s really great read! The translation is really good!
One of the best bl omegaverse novel, I read! I wish the novel gets published it’s really well-written! Volume 2 has a lot of hints to why the tragedy happened… and it’s really interesting.
It also tells what happened after Aeroc’s death. How it slowly drove Klopp insane… he would constantly watch the cabin from countess room. He visited the cabin as an old man and call out Aeroc’s name. But only silence and bitter loneliness greeted him. And how his son, raphael reacted when he found out about the truth about his mother’s death (he’ll find out about Aeroc!) I loved how Raphael said “If you wanted to name me after my mother… you should have used (Aeroc’s) name.”
And the root of Klopp’s obsession with Aeroc. Why he hated him so much… the difference is in volume 1 Raphael’s death is the catalyst, that justified Klopp’s desire to have and do what he wanted with Aeroc.
In volume 2 Klopp just couldn’t explain his hate for Aeroc, his hate and desire for Aeroc was just growing every day. He wanted to destroy the beautiful count. He couldn’t explain it. They’re both imprinted, in the second life it happens almost instantly. Love at first sight. (Not sure if this is the same case for volume 1)
Somehow I don't have the courage to read it again. ╥﹏╥