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Same (with the trauma part), when I was younger I really liked reading stories about adults in romantic relationship with early teenagers (11-13) and i romanticized them so much because I lived it when I was 13 and I thought they were good and healthy because it reminded me of that person but later on I realized it's not good nor healthy, it's basically manipulation, I can even say it's abuse, so yeah I get the trauma part :')
this is beyond disgusting but idk why but i wish i was that little girl i wonder whats wrong with me maybe its trauma