This is so hurtful, every chapter is hell, I dried my eyes reading this one
I love and hate every chapter
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/into_the_rose_garden/
I read this, right to the novel then mtl then stalk the spoiler thread. And YES IT IS SO MUCH HURT. I wish MC never ended with ML. It is not about how much ML's action hurt MC, but for the reason he did it;
[SPOILER WARNING for anyone read this further]
He chose an innocent man that looks similar to MC to love while actually making him a substitute of MC since apparently he has self awareness his status too low for MC. Then having MC liking him is a pride booster for him. YET, he can't be honest with his feelings. So that tragedy happen, poor innocent man, hell welcomed MC. Gosh everytime he has pregnancy difficulties and giving birth only not able to meet his child just broke me. I can still feel the shiver at that time reading it.
I craving hurtful love story so bad. It doesn't have to end with happy ending. Its okay if the protagonist died. I need angst so much that I can't move a finger after feeling the pain. I love it when the protagonist love so hopelessy only to get hurt by the other. Please do give recommendation if you have something like this in mind. Its okay for the genre, either bg or bl just not gl. Gl's area too new for me. Its okay if it is a novel too. I've read too much angst and unrequited love from novelupdates that I can't find more. I did mtl too, even machine translation made my brain hurt, I desperately continue just to get the angst. I'm addicted now I need more