im not here to argue but ill reccommend you to give this a proper read. its really good, the problematic parts are all natural in a realistic world, unlike bj alex and jinx type stories where ukes just forgive their rapists and tormentors, this wasnt rape or abuse, jeff hated terrence(the reasons are obvious) but then he also fell for him, he almost did SA him but when he realised how really bad his depression is and (spoiler?? his doctor wasnt right in the head too and whatever treatment he was getting was terrible) jeff sacrificed a lot and when the moment comes when terrence does forgive him, its a really understandable and heartwarming monent.
mainly cuz this shows a really good potrayal of depression and devoted love, jeff becomes really selfless for his sake and it is really beautiful, (spoiler again jeff becoming selfless for terrence also brought up his own mother's issues and stuff) overall the entire process of terrence getting healed was beautiful. i dont really like chinese manhuas but this is really one of a kind
i skipped chapters but he SH and wants to kill himself so the MC thinks the best idea is to force feed him, lock him up, bind his hands and scare him by saying “we Are gOinG tO thE hOspiTal” knowing he has trauma from that ??? and forcing himself on him multiple times while hating him but also being a scary ass stalker ??? im so confused with what I just read and why the comments are eating this UHP. absolutely not