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Hi.. I'm the novel reader (I read this very long time ago so I might not remember much the details or might confuse some details with other novel but I think what I will wrote was some gist of it ) ..he actually have some kind of emotional physiological issues ..he doesn't how to shows like or love .. the reason why he always ask our uke to flip his back when they did it or put pillow onto his face so seme won't see his face ,not because he is substituted. It was because he can't handle the overflowing love and trust that he see from uke gaze , from his eyes and expression..he felt guilty but he doesn't know how to respond properly (I forgot his About his mental issues) . And for that glasses bitch , remember that MC thought that seme always dress him up like that bitch and also the same brand of clothing. ACTUALLY ML kinda one of the sponsors of the brand so the brand actually give ML all the latest fashion for every season for free !! Even before the clothes got sell officially. And that bitch buy those type of brand everytime as soon it got on the market ( it kinda luxurious brand so not many can buy that but that bitch can) and also he will flaunt his outfit for our uke to see , to show him that he's the real thing and uke just a substitute...BUT HE ACTUALLY FKING DELUSIONAL BY HIMSELF LOL , ML DOESN'T EVEN LOVE HIM ..NOT EVEN A BIT , HE JUST REGARDS HIM AS A CLOSED FRIEND
First thank you, but TO ME(only my opinion) that is just a poor attempt to try give an explanation.
The clothes, okay. But they still were very similar physically and he even gave glasses to uke which made them look like clones...
And okay lets say he has problem to show love AND cant look uke in the eyes when having sex. (Which is already pretty intense).
1. He also ALWAYS hang out with his friends who made fun of uke and treated him like garbage in front of seme.
2. When uke got hurt from being thrown to the ground he didnt care
3. When his childhood friend arrived he didnt even look at uke once. He literally acted as if uke was now uselese and ignored him.
4. When uke was sad from all that he didnt care
5. He also threw in the garbage the wontong the uke made for him when he went to the restaurant with his childhood friend
6. Oh and after all that, he told uke that they arent even in a relationship.
At this point, it's just ridiculous TO ME to pretend that he loved the uke. It's like saying "i was in love with you ALL THIS TIME but i didnt have these feelings until now" like bruh i know this is the usual yaoi drama but this one is a bit too far fetched
All the points you list above is true...even when I read throughout the whole novel I still asking myself..THEN WHY TF DID YOU LET YOUR PIECE OF SHITS FRIEND STEP ON HIM ?!! HUMILIATED HIM?!! NEVER EVER BACK HIM UP ?? WHYY ??? ... But apparently the author just let it be like that without proper redemption whatsoever... Tbh I don't really like the ending .. I read many dog blood novel but this one is just so so ...the early kinda good but when we almost reach the end it's pretty stupid. tbh MC really deserve better love interest .. anyway my personal rating is 5.5/10 star ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Well the "i loved him.but i didnt know" is a cliché used quite often, i wish it would disappear xD
It does seems that most BL are completely based off by other BLs which leads to these extreme cliché (that makes no sense most of the time) present in most stories. Meanwhile chojo have so much more interesting stories and characters.
Do you have any reccomendation on dog blood novel?
Meh....we all know they are still gonna end up together.... and the MC isnt even treating him bad...
Also are we even gonna get any kind of explanation? Or did the seme actually fall in love from guilt lol? Because it was clearly shown that he didnt like the uke at all before AND it was pretty obvious he loved his childhood friend... .
Like....bruh..... it would be such a better story if uke would end up with someone else OR if atleast he would go into a serious relationship and like years later his relationship fails AND ONLY THEN he is willing to give it a try with seme again...