As a person who had depression for years and was attending therapist. The thought of dying...

L_seme_s September 21, 2023 3:47 pm

As a person who had depression for years and was attending therapist. The thought of dying always made me feel so free. It always made my soul feel so peaceful as if I am in vast area of green land with slow air running through and just me in the whole world.
When ever I see people who sucuide from depression and anxiety I never feel sad for them. I just think"ohh they had the guts to be free". I have gotten numb to so many different emotions because of my mental health.
Death still seems so peaceful

Responses
    Keikarin September 21, 2023 4:30 pm

    As for me, you can only achieve freedom if you're dead

    Swan September 21, 2023 6:02 pm

    As a person who had depression for last two years for the first time in my life, I understand you so well. Hope you`re okay now

    Keikarin September 22, 2023 5:12 pm
    As a person who had depression for last two years for the first time in my life, I understand you so well. Hope you`re okay now Swan

    Thank u for worrying about me, actually my only will to live is one piece. Praying its not going to end soon yet.

    Idontthinkthisisthelifeiwant September 25, 2023 11:11 am

    omg this is so true, it always feels nice to know there is a chance to break free from everything it lowkey gives strength to me, i hope you find this is a reason to keep going as well!