You know once I understood that there is no escape into blissful nothingness, I got super depressed, and I was so angry and disappointed... I hope it's not that but if your replies are driven by some similar feelings, I'm so sorry. But there IS "light in the end of the tunnel", I've discovered it after I allowed myself to feel all these unbearable feelings. We are loved by whoever created us(I'm not religious so whatever name), it's all not for nothing, our suffering was not in vain. There are beautiful things ahead.
And if I am mistaken and this all got nothing to do with you, I just wish you the best and I have nothing add to what I've already said. peace
What a powerful chapter... wow. The only thing is... it doesn't go like that irl, this chapter makes it look like it's so peaceful... it's not. whatever you haven't worked out in one lifetime you carry it to the next. Some think "well my life is unbearable, I'm going to get dealt a different hand in my next life", first of all I'm so sorry if it's like that for you, secondly the truth is you are going to get exactly same stuff only different in appearance. So my friends I'm sorry but this is NOT an escape. Don't open that door