Oohhh, so that's why he kept crying sometimes with no reasons... for a moment there I was kinda start to hate the MC cuz he keeps on crying with or without reasons like wtf, but now I know why... thanks for the spoiler!!
Unfortunately yes it's still not revealed completely who were the guys that attacked him, but it was bloody...He just need professional help, hope ML will realize something is wrong on time because I really started feeling sorry for him. I'm usually very annoyed with characters that cry all the time (unless there is resl reason like abuse or in this case strong response to trauma) but our poor MC is just afraid and lost.
Same. I literally just wrote a comment regarding that. I did suspect he had some kind of sexual abuse but that wasn't made clear. Was finding him annoying ASF.
Thank you for explaining this. I was so confused as to why people were automatically putting this as BDSM. Especially since the MC has no freaking idea what’s going on. It’s abuse at this point.
I finished the novel. Spoiler
He's been gang raped in second year of high school by 3 upper-classmates. His parents didn't press charge, I think, they're ashamed that their son is gay and the perpetrators are minor so a settlement are made. The uke than transfered to a school in far away and live alone since then.
I see, so his parents are garbage as well.... Poor guy didn't have anyone to support him.
Could you share the link for the novel in case it's in English?
Sorry for the late reply. https://www.wattpad.com/user/kahoko52 It's machine translation though
Can u give me a raw link?
Omggg can u please spoil more (=・ω・=)
It's kind of different to summary because the plot has workplace politics' conflicts. After his parents found out the uke is gay and the g@ngr word, he has to move out, study highschool and uni while live alone for 10 years. He only keeps contact with his younger sister, not with his parents. In future manhwha chapter, his mother calls, wanting him for the first time in 10 years, wanting him to help out his sister's studying abroad expenses. He says no of course. Meanwhile, in the company, some directors mess with the TF project, the uke hears some stories about the seme in the past, how he's being hated by the high-ups, because of the TF project would find out departments' problems. The uke and seme grow closer. Then the seme find out about the r word incident from the uke's family member. They fight, then talk frankly about the themselves, kind of reconciling and officially becoming lovers.
I've read the raws, mc got attacked and raped on the streets, that's why he was crying every time...he got so much trauma from that obviously and it's impacting his mental health. ML isn't a bad guy, but I don't like the way author put up the situation where he didn't even bother to explain to MC what BDSM is and how it's working. MC see all of it as more abuse he has to endure because he is survivor of such horrific attack while he obviously never told anyone about it and he never received any help. Looking at the other works from the same author it's obvious they like to makes stories with abuse and mental health struggles, where characters are even suicidal. So this one will probably be long struggle until we see the light at the end of the tunel.