Indeed. I'm so pissed
It's literally a realistic way some victims of abuse navigate their trauma. Not everything is shiny and beautiful, it makes sense for his character to react like that, the author didn't "allow him" to do anything. It's his character progression and it makes sense with how he had being shown to react in all other aspects of his live.
God your comment is so annoying cos it’s been almost a year since I wrote this and I have no idea what you’re on about
Welp
Fck off with that last chapter!! Are you kidding me!? The author just casually allows him to forgive that d*ck cos he thinks it’s his own fault!!? That last chap does not exist bro delete delete pmo