Yeah and these miserable weak timid bottoms make me mad at this point. I have seen so many "bottom in debt" plot that I can just know what's gonna happen before I read the story. That's also why I like yoohan so much because my man paid for everything himself by working his ass off for years. And yeah I have like 2 friends that really like reading bl and another friend that also likes it but doesn't read it as much.
no exactlyyyyy like one of the reasons why i love payback is that yoohan isn't this bottom that's a pushover. i just really love characters that aren't weak & i'm glad yoohan is far from it but i could honestly go on and on why yoohan is one of the best mcs in bl but i'm just too lazy to type it out lol.
Uhm, I've read both and yes, it is here too not just in the manhwa. You can see it around the time that he filmed the suicide scene that he does want to die after getting revenge for his brother and mother. He has imagined killing himself that's the whole point of how he was able to do that shot in one take. Everyone could feel it when they filmed it. I believe Jay comments on it later as well.
as of this YEAR old post he was NOT suicidal nor was there any time he said he would like to kill himself after he achieved his goal. like i said before lack of will to live is not suicidal and he is not suicidal. other than that dont comment on my old ass post bc i dont even read this shit anymore.
ml is so gross and has such a shitty personality. i wish there wasn't any romantic or sexual relationship between them and that they just focused on the actual plot instead. and this is literally sexual assault there's no arguing against that.