My first thought was "woah shiny sticks??? Wtfuck is this lmao"
Oh did welp i just read if its really worth it
A few years back, I was so into chinese cultivation novels that I saw this recently finished translated novel, Heavens Official Blessing, without looking at the tags and gender, I pushed on reading it. And let me tell you, I was so captivated by it that I only realized that it was a Yaoi CN at the last chapter.
P.S. What made me realize that both of the MC's are male was that, after they done the deed, someone notice that the uke has something in his stomach and that it was ghost energy. I put two and two together, finally it dawned on me that it was a MxM type of novel, not BxG. ╥﹏╥
Because how could your partners semen, end up in your stomach?! Just the stomach!
I was not disgusted by it, but I had a hard time looking for a similar novel. At that time I had a hard time accepting novels that are new territory for me. It was like the forbidden area (Yaoi genre), I could go in and risk it all or I could look at the other way and forget it all.
But after a year or two, maybe months, I finally came back to read the Yaoi genre. And my first ever manhwa is Kiss me Liar. Hahahaha ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
"Ow that feels painful"
Literally I can't enjoy reading it when they are doing it because of my curiousity. At first I thought it's all pain and there's no love, but I soon passed that thinking. Tho I never want to try, I was just so amaze that it can be possible to feel satisfied by doing that.
Not disgusted by it too, but I'm uncomfortable when it's not anime or manhwa/manga. Is it normal to feel that way tho?
Was interduced by my friend, my first gay ship (not yaoi manga) was billdip..... yeah.... that was when i was 11, now im 19.....
I honestly saw a two cover of two guys being super close to each other. Thought they were just homies who are going to be rivals in love for the heroine but turned out that their lightsaber sticks are rubbing each other in the next panel. I was horrified. Put it off and was seriously disgusted. Then I read again due to my curiosity. That made me who I was now. (︶︿︶)＝凸
How did you feel and what did you do when you first read yaoi?
Don't mind me I'm just curious