Sasya is allowed to cry and feel regretful. Karel isn't perfect either. Sasya was very unstable when he met Karel, and after Sasya left, Karel tracked him down. Karel's love is a lot closer to obsession and is kind of toxic. He doesn't really care about what Sasya wants. He just wants Sasya to stay with him no matter what condition he is in, and Sasya only stayed to protect himself. Sasya did love Karel but was scared because he was made to believe that Karel's love was conditional and he'd be forgotten, and Karel knew Sasya didn't love him but kept living out his fantasy while Sasya was slowly destroying himself. Tell me how Sasya was supposed to accept Karels feelings when he didn't even know him well and couldn't really communicate with him. Not to mention Sasya has valid trust issues, trauma, and depression due to the people he trusted sexually assaulting him.
Sasya is allowed to cry and feel regretful. Karel isn't perfect either. Sasya was very unstable when he met Karel, and after Sasya left, Karel tracked him down. Karel's love is a lot closer to obsession and is kind of toxic. He doesn't really care about what Sasya wants. He just wants Sasya to stay with him no matter what condition he is in, and Sasya only stayed to protect himself. Sasya did love Karel but was scared because he was made to believe that Karel's love was conditional and he'd be forgotten, and Karel knew Sasya didn't love him but kept living out his fantasy while Sasya was slowly destroying himself. Tell me how Sasya was supposed to accept Karels feelings when he didn't even know him well and couldn't really communicate with him. Not to mention Sasya has valid trust issues, trauma, and depression due to the people he trusted sexually assaulting him.