How painful it must have been.. to be hopelessly in love with someone irrationally. That feeling that you know logically that love isn't worth fighting anymore but unknowingly still hoping for something? But on the recent chapters.. it feels like Illya no longer have feelings for Soleil.. and based on Soleil' POV.. it feels like he cares for Illya but for some odd reason it looks like his actions are already decided although he knows it is wrong. It made me feel like Silvia is witch or some sorcerer and that she made something in the first TL that made Illya regress every time..
How painful it must have been.. to be hopelessly in love with someone irrationally. That feeling that you know logically that love isn't worth fighting anymore but unknowingly still hoping for something? But on the recent chapters.. it feels like Illya no longer have feelings for Soleil.. and based on Soleil' POV.. it feels like he cares for Illya but for some odd reason it looks like his actions are already decided although he knows it is wrong. It made me feel like Silvia is witch or some sorcerer and that she made something in the first TL that made Illya regress every time..