Is it bad?

Lynda79 August 9, 2023 1:12 am

Is it bad that one flashback made me hate the ex less? I mean, he was a complete double canoe and a bastard to our sweet boy and I was all set with pitchforks and torches till that scene. Maybe our editor fairy godfather saw the hurt in him? Gosh I want them to be together.
I just...hate him less, ok a lot less and I kind of want to give him some cookies and a hug. As well as therapy. Lots and lots of therapy. Broken people break people yadda yadda yadda. Maybe bc I'm a victim of CSA but I sympathized a bit. Boy has a rare verse and has no definitive box, then he's raped by a teacher at 12ish? Guessing of course. Then his friend is a sub and he's a dom so he just calls it fate and hurts him as he was taught painfully by that bastard of an adult that does hurt their subs. Subs like it to hurt. So he didnt even know that there was supposed to be trust and consent. He held on to Miki like an ESA. In order to not be a victim he had to have a victim kind of mentality. I just love this whole story.

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    ghsthunt August 11, 2023 9:22 am

    i dont think its bad to feel bad for him with his past history. but i do not feel any sympathy for what he did to miki. he deserves all the pain. you can feel bad for him for his past while also condemning his actions imo!

    Lynda79 August 11, 2023 5:05 pm
    i dont think its bad to feel bad for him with his past history. but i do not feel any sympathy for what he did to miki. he deserves all the pain. you can feel bad for him for his past while also condemning his ... ghsthunt

    Oh totally. He deserves to hurt and stew for a while for what he did to Miki. Just eventually once he repents enough, I want him to be happy. Or at least to heal and be content.

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    ghsthunt August 12, 2023 8:21 pm
    Oh totally. He deserves to hurt and stew for a while for what he did to Miki. Just eventually once he repents enough, I want him to be happy. Or at least to heal and be content. Lynda79

    i totally agree