Finally some1 who see the two ml perspective. Like can’t we just see how things will go and then make an conclusion with more information of what really happened. It’s like they make Sasya like slut and other shit when literally that’s what he was used to for all his life. We see him living in a unstable place and couldn’t afford to wash himself and then suddenly karel took him since he was clearly interested to him and ofc he took advantage of that since who honestly wouldn’t. Now we don’t really know why Sasya didn’t go to train and decided to be with karel. Ig it could be some guilt since the guy loved him, that maybe he should try to love him back or stay with? We can’t denied that there’s plot holes and questions that needed to be detailed so we can’t be so sure. Tbh jump on a bandwagon because of how irrational Sasya and heartless he was. But, after rereading all the chapters up to the current chapters, I realized that it’s more complex than just bright, sunshine, and happy ending. I believe they were meant to be together but imo this quote perfectly describes them “ We are all the right people for someone at the wrong time. You were at the wrong place at the wrong moment”. Sasya was not ready to be fully recovered his heartache and was not ready full heartedly love Karel( we can see this when he was expressionless and had poker face with Karel, and with his drinking problems). All this points I made is gonna make some1 lose themselves esp this era. Its like how can we really blame Sasya when even Julian didn’t like him, the woman threatened him, sa, family executed and was obv emotionally and mentally unstable. Istg these ppl are gonna change they minds once we actually get why,when, how the events rlly occurred to Sasya point of view when Karel was in military. It’s just my opinion ofc, basically I see Karel and Sasya perspective which I think is a great for a Manwha because usually BL don’t typically target to being real and have flaws like this manwha iyk. Lastly, I just enjoy a heartburn and complex psychological writings. So I can’t wait for the upcoming chapters so ppl can predict or finally get some answers for Sasya’s complex feelings.
I feel like some of you guys are forgetting the plot. Yes sasyas behavior is weird and erratic and no he can’t expect for Karel to be in love with him after all this time of not speaking but see sasyas perspective. He was assaulted by his previous household and had to run away then his whole family was executed the same day he first met Karel. Karel becoming so obsessed with sasya so soon was sure to confuse him. Especially when the wife of the man who assaulted him came to visit.
Everyone is saying sasya seduced Karel then gave him the cold shoulder when he obviously only did it because he thought that’s what he needed so Karel didn’t lose interest. Don’t forget they couldn’t speak the same language.
Sasya going along with Karel to the countryside is because he knows he has no where else to go.
We don’t know why/ when/ how/ Sasya left the house or why he killed that man. After Karel left we don’t know what Julian told him or how he reached high society. All Sasya ever wanted to do was be apart of the ballet and now that no one has been kind to him and it’s the same as when he lived with the Duke of course he’d feel hopeless and cling to the only person who has been kind.
No this doesn’t excuse his actions but just a little more insight/// sorry for the essay