So basically, since everybody seems confused let's open a discussion about it.
What I got from the story is that our mc (white hair) has some problems with his pheromones, he hurt his ex bf (omega) and got scared to go near omegas (romantically) again, even though he is taking pills that would help him. However, he is too scarred from the accident in the past that he only relys on the pills, which causes his instincts to pile up. Now the uke (brown hair, lower alpha) appears. Uke (and the other player) got abused during his childhood (from the coach), where he learned that he has a domination kink. After getting hurt during a game, he also finds out that he's basically a masochist. Well, now he needed to find an alpha that is strong than him, and is into the same stuff, but is still easy to manipulate. Here comes our mc that tries to make himself feel better by helping omegas and only being on the friend zone with them (that's why uke said he is the wolf in sheep clothing, as the mc is trying to hide his true nature by being with omegas). Well, the uke tries to provocate him into trying to dominate him, and he (uke) doesn't even need to do much beside giving the blond omega a little nudge (omega lies about the uke coming onto him, mc gets mad, mc tries to talk to uke, uke provocates him during his rut, mc can't control his livelong hidden desires, rape(?)) . Now mc is feeling bad, as his personality would have never allowed such an act (but he lost himself), he feels ashamed of himself, but still wants to apologize to uke, however he just can't bring himself to it. Uke notices that and lures mc into a trap (calling with no called ID, pretends to be the school president and tells him to come to the office after lectures ended). While mc is on his way to the office he sees blond omega with the house owner of the party where he raped(?) uke. [But honestly their conversation is unnecessary to understand the situation. ] Mc goes into the office just to notice it isn't the professor/president, but the uke. Uke now reveals his knowledge about him (his past, his problems, and how easy it was for him to be manipulated) and goes on with telling him that he (mc) was the only one at fault for that accident but that he (uke) still consented to it (because he did manipulate him, and he did provocative him, and he wanted it, but ofcs mc is too dumb to notice). Well, now he tries to clam mcs mind with telling him how it's only his instincts and that it was unavoidable that it would happen some day (here we can connect it to the wolf and sheep story again; he (uke) doesn't think that the wolf is bad, as it only response to his instincts (he said that in chapter 1-3)). Also kinda manipulating mc, and also letting him know he's (mc) just as wretched as him (uke) , that's why he (uke) is the only one that can help him (mc). Well, and in the end uke got what he wanted and mc can finally let his instincts go wild and both feel good until the day they die (probably during their rut lmao)
Uke also brought up another story about sailing, which I interpret that he just likes to take risks and the feeling of near death experience.
If you have anything to add, I would love to know ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙
So basically, since everybody seems confused let's open a discussion about it.
What I got from the story is that our mc (white hair) has some problems with his pheromones, he hurt his ex bf (omega) and got scared to go near omegas (romantically) again, even though he is taking pills that would help him. However, he is too scarred from the accident in the past that he only relys on the pills, which causes his instincts to pile up.
Now the uke (brown hair, lower alpha) appears. Uke (and the other player) got abused during his childhood (from the coach), where he learned that he has a domination kink. After getting hurt during a game, he also finds out that he's basically a masochist. Well, now he needed to find an alpha that is strong than him, and is into the same stuff, but is still easy to manipulate. Here comes our mc that tries to make himself feel better by helping omegas and only being on the friend zone with them (that's why uke said he is the wolf in sheep clothing, as the mc is trying to hide his true nature by being with omegas). Well, the uke tries to provocate him into trying to dominate him, and he (uke) doesn't even need to do much beside giving the blond omega a little nudge (omega lies about the uke coming onto him, mc gets mad, mc tries to talk to uke, uke provocates him during his rut, mc can't control his livelong hidden desires, rape(?)) .
Now mc is feeling bad, as his personality would have never allowed such an act (but he lost himself), he feels ashamed of himself, but still wants to apologize to uke, however he just can't bring himself to it.
Uke notices that and lures mc into a trap (calling with no called ID, pretends to be the school president and tells him to come to the office after lectures ended). While mc is on his way to the office he sees blond omega with the house owner of the party where he raped(?) uke. [But honestly their conversation is unnecessary to understand the situation. ]
Mc goes into the office just to notice it isn't the professor/president, but the uke. Uke now reveals his knowledge about him (his past, his problems, and how easy it was for him to be manipulated) and goes on with telling him that he (mc) was the only one at fault for that accident but that he (uke) still consented to it (because he did manipulate him, and he did provocative him, and he wanted it, but ofcs mc is too dumb to notice). Well, now he tries to clam mcs mind with telling him how it's only his instincts and that it was unavoidable that it would happen some day (here we can connect it to the wolf and sheep story again; he (uke) doesn't think that the wolf is bad, as it only response to his instincts (he said that in chapter 1-3)). Also kinda manipulating mc, and also letting him know he's (mc) just as wretched as him (uke) , that's why he (uke) is the only one that can help him (mc).
Well, and in the end uke got what he wanted and mc can finally let his instincts go wild and both feel good until the day they die (probably during their rut lmao)
Uke also brought up another story about sailing, which I interpret that he just likes to take risks and the feeling of near death experience.
If you have anything to add, I would love to know ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙