I think in the beginning the ML is crying and the FL might've died of her illness.
I might be wrong tho
STOPPPPP I WAS THINKING THE SAME OR LIKE HE GAVE HIS HEART TO HER OR SUM
LEGIT THATS WHAT I THOUGHT LIKE PPL THOUGHT IT WAS THE GIRL BUT ION THINK SO
I think in the beginning the ML is crying and the FL might've died of her illness.