i need to confess someting i fall inlove with my cousin an his younger than me at first im...

fiction is one thing but real life is another
QUESTION: why tf would you have sex with your cousin??!!!
no offence but...

u know wen i think wat i did im so a shame with myself but that tym i feel inlove with him

are you guys distant cousins? look i would never do that with my cousin but Edgar Allen Poe married his cousin so.... at least you didn't have sex with your brother or sister lets put it that way

wait how old are you guys

im 30 an his 24 his my first cousin wer so close maybe that coz of the thing that we cross the line

oh then you guys are grown adults if you want to be together ..... might as well you already slept together i mean it's your life

I would hate to be cruel, but its not like you're a teenager. You have to own up to what you did, and if you feel really guilty then you should probably end it. Cause for one its not something that is accepted in regular society, and two if the guilt is eating you up then what kind of life can you expect? Its not gonna be smooth-sailing if you keep with that kind of love, at least not in this world.

but my family i don't want them to get hurt coz i fall witn my cousin wer so close an it coz scandal f someone know wat we did we will be acused like an animal in our place

then forget about him go out and meet new guys ask your friends if they can hook you up with someone

WHAT? SRSLY??? AFTER ALL THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED? IF YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH THEN WHAT? YOU ARE DAYTING HIM... NOT HIS FAMILY NOR HIS FRIENDS, I THINK IN RELATIONSHIPS THERE SHOULD NOT BE OUTSIDERS BECAUSE IF YOU ALLOW THAT YOU ARE GONNA REGREAT IT
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There are things you have to think about if you will continue your relationchip:

1. You can't have kids on your own. There are a lot of genetical inssues that will be truly unfair for a new life. There is always adoption but you need to investigate the rules in your country and diferent ones if you think about this.
2. It's true that society will not accept it so you will probably have to keep it a secret. Or you can move when you are not know.
3. There are a lot of ways to be happy and in every one of them we always need to sacrifice things. So you need to think if you can live with the consequences of your relationship in your life. There are people that can do it, and there are people who can't. You need to find which one are you.

I wish you happiness whatever you choose.

You're old enough to know what's right or wrong so weigh the pros and cons and most specially the consequences of your decisions/actions.

In the case that you would go on with the relationship, you will not only be facing problems with your family and the society but also with your future family. Most specifically your children. I'm telling you this because I have a friend whose sister has the same case as yours. Everyone in their family was against their relationship. But because they were so in love with each other, they decided to run away. Then they got married and had 4 children. 3 of the children were born with a birth defect. Only one was normal. Other people I know with the same case were also experiencing the same with their offspring.

The risk of birth defects with cousin couples is only slight. It may be be slight but you never know what may happen. And the risk also increases if medical history of both sides reveal a genetic disorder. Aside from that, you're already 30 which is somewhat considered to be a high risk pregnancy age.

I'm telling you all this not in order to scare you but to make yourself be prepared to whatever decision you make and be able to accept whatever the consequences are of your chosen decision. And I think it would be for the best if you were to seek help with someone you can truly trust.

1.) go out and explore other options. 30 is period of growth and acceptance of one's self.
2.) if you find that you truly love this person, then by all means share your life with this person. But NOT your genes.
3.) Do not have children.

You do realize that it is not illegal to marry your cousin right? You can't control who you fall in love with just be happy with the one you love

That's not true, cousins can have children together there are very few risks (actually,no more than for two people who aren't related).
Genetical issues would only appear if a family marry between cousins for a few generations.

Apart from very few places first cousin marriage is not illegal.....heck where I live, it's no taboo at all. (My uncle and aunt are cousins and they have five kids perfectly fine, no genetic disorder bla bla)
Those people saying that you shouldn't have kids have probably no idea how genetics works. Although I must say people tend to say to avoid cousin marriage since it involves an inner loop of genes but that is IF and IF only both the cousins are 50%+ susceptible to a genetic disease or disability..(homozygous and a heterozygous carrier if you get what I mean)
So those saying "don't have kids.." Are being pointless. But if there is a history of a certain or more genetic diseases that run in your family, I say you avoid it.
IT'S NOT WRONG that you're in a relationship with your cousin. In fact it's perfectly fine...(but idk if the place you come from does not legalise first cousin marriage what am i to say)
But since you both reciprocate each other's love, and are fine with it, why would you act immature and end the relationship abruptly.
I know the guilt may be suffocating you right now but think and sort out things and have a talk with your cousin.
Let's hope for the best :)

Thank you for being a voice of reason. Everyone else in this thread should read this post.

Parents being cousins may not cause a person to have issues physically but there is a stigma that comes a long with having parents that are related.
Also legality is not the matter, the OP obviously feels guilty and wrong for being with a family member. That alone should tell you that this is probably not acceptable within their family. Losing the support of one's family for a relationship is VERY hard. This is from my own experience. If the OP can't emotionally handle where their relationship is at now imagine how hard it would be for a child. This person isn't your aunt and uncle and they evidently don't live where you live or else they wouldn't be posting about how hard a time they are having. I suggested avoiding children from a psychological standpoint for the child.
Also, not every one's situation is the same you have no idea what could happen if they had children. It could be bad, it could be good.