A letter to author-nim

Dear author-nim,
I really like this manwha. Now it would have been different if I could read the MTL novel of this, but I almost died bc I couldn't make sense of the sentences. Back to the main point. These cliffhangers are like stunning my toe or hitting my hip on a corner. Unreasonably painful in the beginning but soon fades out into a throbbing pain. I'm in pain every week. I should have fucking waited. But nooooo. Someone send help