bruh he was shock and embarrassed at the same time, he doesn't even understand his own feelings yet, he isn't gay and that's a normal reaction considering that he's a straight ass guy. ofc that's how he would react, the plot is progressing and the character is still developing like it's not gonna go straight up the way you want it to.
i kinda like his character, it's interesting and somewhat refreshing. he's just so sure that joon likes him that he doesn't care. He's full of himself, he's a handsome guy and never had to deal with love insecurities (?), he knows that he can have anyones heart, and that's annoying but lowkey true. What makes the story great it's that now his confidence is lowkey breaking apart, now he's unsure if joon is going to give him a new chance or not
Seems like some of y'all can't just let that shit go like- YOU'RE MISSING WHAT THE AUTHOR IS DOING HERE the author is basically making this seem like those typical BL where the seme is straight bla bla then he comes out with the help of the uke but i guess only some finds that "romantic" nowadays but seriously STOP ur making the fandom problematic like- PPL ARE HERE FOR THE FLUFF ur ruining it.
Why tf is he so damn selfish? Shouldn't he be feeling bad instead of feeling happy that joon's crying because of him? https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_third_ending/uu/to_chapter-28/pg-1/. Just look at the things he's saying...