Ok I give up

I tired to search for this bl/ yaoi me for the past hour or 2 in to sites, and for the life of me I can't find it.
Here's a more detailed description then my previous comment.

It's set in a high school, the seme is infatuated with this girl in a erotic novel that he's been reading since little, basically he fells in love with the asthenic of the girl. It comes to the point that affects he's relationship in real life. One day when he was in library he falls asleep and a boy wakes him up that fall the exact description of the girl in the novel, expect that he's a guy of course. He admittedly ask him to date him and the dude says yes to do so.


That kinda all I can give without spoilers, but if you need it to remember here the end of it.
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The guy stoped acting and dressing as the girl because he feels not only guilt but sadness that the seme only sees the character instead of the real life him. The seme is actually inlove with the guy and there's this whole misunderstanding, you know the drill.