U ok gurl? That is bad. You are already fetishizing them maybe stop reading it for a while? I guess??
i suggest u to stop reading for a while
hey! this is my opinion ab your situation.
uh you’re a cis girl.. right? (pls correct me if i’m wrong) wanting to be a boy to be able to have sex w another man is a bad thing, it can equal to fetishizing gay men because you’re a cis women, you don’t have a penis, and you are not a man in the first place so it means that you are so full w your imaginations and it is now leading you to fetishizing gay men (which is a rlly bad thing).
imagining two anime boys sucking each other is really uhh harmful (?) idk the right word i’m sorry. but i would recommend you to read uh other stories and stop yourself from reading BL bc another possibility is that you are obsessed. try reading anime mangas like tokyo ghoul and tokyo revengers and many more.. or if you can’t help yourself to not to read BL, try reading a BL or two in 1 week. you are fetishizing gay men unconsciously and that’s really harmful to the community (tell me if i’m wrong please).
that’s only my opinion but based on what you’ve said you are fetishizing gay men so you really need to think how to stop. but yeah
Girl that Ain't okay.... Try deleting your acc here and delete everything in your phone related to bl/yaoi and try to do other things idk go and try to play games or fuckin practice gymnastics lmao..... I feel uncomfortable knowing things like this actually exist
I think you need to take a break from bl
I suggest that you stop reading bl (for awhile it depends on you), and if you can don't use gadgets (most especially the one that you are using to read bl) or lay it low cause it can trigger you sometimes. Then make another hobby so you can divert your attention (It's better if it's not related to gadgets) like painting, singing or something that picks your interest.
It's called addiction
Maybe you should stop reading manga for a while. And maybe avoid sites like this.
I hate this. I hate yaoi, BL and everything about it. Ever since I found it for the first time when I was like, 13, I haven't been able to stop thinking and obsessing about it, it's now gotten to the point where I imagine myself if I was a boy and had a boyfriend and it's jsut tiring cuz I know it'll never happen. Maybe I'm just too lonely and don't have a life, but this is making me so frustrated. I can't stop thinking about yaoi and my own yaoi stories and I don't want to. I enjoy reading it, but when I'm going to bed or sitting in class I don't wanna be thinking about two gay anime boys sucking each other off. Does anyone else have this problem?? It's kinda embarrassing to even write this but I honestly don't care anymore.
I do of course have other problems, but I can't stop thinking about it. Is it a fetish?? Like what is wrong with me???????