"a strange joke" is one of my favorites. it has themes about struggling with being gay. it is a love triangle and some parts made me cry but that makes it even better
This is more like lgbtq one, but it deals with homophobia etc
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shimanami_tasogare/
Then some others
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/smells_like_green_spirit/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/what_she_likes_are_homos_and_not_me/
Here u are
“Painter behind the curtain”
read it in a day it was cute i love it thank you for telling me abt it if you have more like thisplease tell me
i need a good bl that shows the hardships of being gay and like i dont want it to have a lot of sex like no yaoi in the genres bec those type of bls all about sex and nothing else i just want a proper bl showing the hardships of being gay with a happy or sad ending so please if you will do not give me recs that include sex every other chapter thank <8