I will never get over the ending ╥﹏╥ still haunts me from time to time

IKR i hate ending so much (T^T)

yess I know, but it makes sense that he died but still :(( I didn’t want him to die but at the same time it’s not like he’s innocent either and it fits with the ending but UGHH SO CONFUSINGJDNS
(LOL If you even get what I mean yk)