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l 100% agree , but i hope that this doesn't turn like tragedy , i hope he will tell him that he loves him (︶︿︶)
i kinda want to see major development from jaehan's character though. because if he stays being garbage like this, i'd be frank i don't want him to end up with heegyeom ;(
WHY DO I FEEL THERES GONNA BE A TURNING TABLES SOON;;;;;;
now i get why the title be like that. 외사랑 ((oesarang)) doesn't mean exotic love. it's literally means outside love. maybe something like love that out of reach? kind of unrequited one, to be exact
all his life, jaehan always have it easy. he never put hardwork to get what he desired. he almost doesn't know how to have interpersonal connection with other people; most of his relationships only rotates around business and politic. that's why he couldn't understand the unfamiliar feeling, which is love. sex is not much than to satisfy carnal desire for him. maybe that's also why he couldn't get climax whenever he had sex with people but heegyeom
he didn't know that he interested to heegyeom as a person, thus he felt the uneasiness and tendency to crush him. this is the first time he wants something but can't grasp it, love was something strange for him. he didn't know how to love somebody, that's why jaehan showed his affection like how people care about belongings, more like an obsession
and because his pride always buried what he wanted to confess, he couldn't say sorry. and at this point it's considered late to make it up. heegyeom only knows that their relationship is hwadae and sponsor, that's why he's out of jaehan's reach right now